I was featured by the great !

1- I will add the first 14 people to comment on this journal to the Promotional List.

2- For each of those 14 people, I will put their avatar and three deviations I like from their gallery on the list.

3- If I feature you, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing this way the list with 14 people.


*Come on you guys, I gotta have more than 7 people reading my journals, my personal sad musings and deep remarks about life?*


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Because Dante, cute dolls and amazing colors never looked so sexy! Yay!

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Because I'm Hazel's #1 fanboy and because those characters designs are damn sexy.

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Because food, creative designs and intense buildups interrupted by a random event are GREAT!

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'Cause fun stuff is fun and tattoo designs with nice lines are great!

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Because fashion, some loving and cute ones are marvelous!

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Because I'm sold to this fine multitalented lady for life. Period.

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Because this cute, yet sometimes violent gal has got serious skills and deserve some more noticing!!

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Because after a year of going to the same school and still not knowing her in person, I found her on dA and she is kicking butts like there's no tomorrow. I'll be watching for a scorching hot demo in 2 years!

Friends and stuff : [link]
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I've felt the need to put down in words how I feel these days. I feel like my life is in the middle of a thick fog...

I've finished my demo and there is this huge hole now. I've put so much time and energy into this, it's as if the project created a wall between me and the real world and now, I have to face it. It's so delusional, all along I thought I couldn't be happier once I'd be done, that things would come together but instead, I'm left with nothing but worries. I'm doing everything I can to get everything together but the main points of my life are total question marks. I'm still looking for an appartment and a job for the summer. My acceptance in 3D next year is nothing but secure because so many people are applying. If I can't get in at my current school, I'll have to completely reorganize my life and get thrown in the adult world without being a bit prepared...
I was in a relationship for now a year and a half and it recently came to an end. I'm heartbroken because I've never loved someone that way but this was also the last thing that offered me a certainty in the future, a comfort. It's as everything I had under my feet just collapsed in a week. I know I shouldn't worry about what I don't know yet, I'll know by the beginning of June if I can do 3D next year, but it's so overwhelming, to know that a single person, and I'm not this person, decides how I'm going to live the next 2 years of your life. I wish I could step back a bit, take some time but instead I have to be on the run to secure whatever I have left and work towards building a better future for myself.

As for my animated short, it kinda feels like a post-partum depression haha... It's been a awful lot of work but I must admit I was happy with the comfort it provided... I'll see how things will go at the screenings. Any finissants feel/felt the same way?

I feel like I haven't said everything that's on my mind but it's all I can think of right now...




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In other, more fun news, I have my portfolio website being build, I'm posting more over there

Check it out here ------> [link]

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Sketch request + the dolly :
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I'll finish my movie for May 12th. Talk to you then If I make it out alive

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God save the doll
Soo! Being horrified by all the tiny damages I found on my bjd, I decided to take everything apart and start from the beginning... Rao is dead, she will be reborn under the name of Charlotte Rothblum : D So basically, she's in separate parts in ziploc bags and tupperwares, I feel like a psycho killer or something...

I'll use the opportunity of her being apart to do lots of stuff I wanted to do, as restringing seems annoying. Here the progress, because I know it's interesting... :B



°Taking the doll appart, cleaning her, getting rid of that...questionable face-up
95% (never ever actually got to remove everything, god knows what this peron used and if they coat the head before... this is just frustrating!)
°Getting the scratches/chips repaired by my good friend ramaon with milliput
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°Sueding the doll's joints
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°Coating the whole thing and body-blushing it
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°Whole new faceup (smoky eyes and glossy, glossy lips) and manu/pedicure.
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°In the meantime of all this, getting a wig cap and getting her chestnut wig done, she baldly needs this. (laugh at the cheap joke/typo here)
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°Fixing some magnets in her headcap, no more of this nasty s-hook stuff
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°Annnddd finally, restringing her together, summer should have passed by, by then : P


Much more like a reminder note for myself here, I don't think you guys care about this heh!



10 sketches tag
The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify. And come on! Fill em' slots for good!!

01 - I won't draw your request until I see this in your journal
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw or write me a description
03 - Only one character per person - remember, this is FREE

1. OC Yvibeth [link]
2. Ninja with red scarf [WIP-coloring]
3. OC Keeyan [WIP-sketching]
4. Rockabilly lady [WIP-cleaning]
5. 80's Punk zombie [WIP-cleaning]
6. OC Topless Graffiti Girl with big sanwich [WIP-sketching]
7. Tarzan learning how to behave like a realll man!
8. OC Camélia [WIP-sketching]
9. OC Sid
10. Marie-Antoinette's letting them eat cake

Friends and stuff : [link]
100 themes : [link]


KIRIBAN!
So uh, the person who got 5,000th hit didnt care and never reported back hahaha! So I'm gonna propose a kiriban for the 5,555 hit.. Don't miss it, whoever you are!

Animation
Est-ce que quelqu'un comprend pourquoi quand on fait de l'anim, on se met à avoir mal à la tête, on a faim, on est pas comfortable, on est fatigué, on veut rentrer chez soi, on préfèrerais faire un field guide de pan vertical, cleaner son storyboard, manger des pizza pochettes ou un banh mi, boire du café, perdre ton temps sur dA, écrire un journal, bref, tout sauf faire de l'anim.. j'ai mes poses clés, je dois me botter lcul pour faire les dernieres 1-2 secondes et apres ca sera relativement moins chiant (i.e. pu de pose clés et d'intervalles!) Anyway, merci de me permettre de chialer


10 sketches tag
The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify. And come on! Fill em' slots for good!!

01 - I won't draw your request until I see this in your journal
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw or write me a description
03 - Only one character per person - remember, this is FREE

1. OC Yvibeth [link]
2. Ninja with red scarf [WIP-cleaning]
3. OC Keeyan [WIP-sketching]
4. Rockabilly lady [WIP-cleaning]
5. 80's Punk zombie [WIP-cleaning]
6. OC Topless Graffiti Girl with big sanwich [WIP-sketching]
7. Tarzan learning how to behave like a realll man!
8. OC Camélia [WIP-sketching]
9. OC Sid
10. Marie-Antoinette's letting them eat cake